Sleepless in Istanbul

Did I never think I would see the day my son started pre-school? Have I been in denial that time passes all this time?

Hobbes is growing at a rapid pace and it seems to mean more than when T. Cal did. I think it is because I learned that they never get smaller after watching T. Cal. And I barely got to look at Harrison the past few weeks since he has been attached to the boob or being smothered by his "loving" brother.

9am tomorrow my little baby will be a big boy (as close to a man as any male gets). We have a few more hours. Can't I just stay up and savor them?

I wonder if my dad will have that shrink-back-machine up and running by the time we get back in June. I have been trying the one I made here, but it doesn't seem to work right. T. Cal just keeps getting bigger.